World of Sexual Fantasies

I Will Make You Love Me….

Posted on December 31, 2012 by Sharon

I used to have a fantasy in the mid ’90’s about a guy I used to have a crush on. I wanted him desperately, yet he didn’t seem to want me, so I’d concoct how I could “get him” anyway, whether he wanted it or not. I’d go over this even with a friend of mine and we’d laugh about how we’d get him for me. We’d talk about somehow convincing him to go for a drink or a coffee and lace his drink with drugs and then how we’d help his staggering self to the parking lot and how we’d push him into the trunk and then drive him to a hotel and then get him into the room.

My friend would help get him into the room and we’d tie him to the bed so he couldn’t escape and how I’d have him blindfolded and then she would leave, her work was done, the rest was in my hands now…When he came to, he would be disoriented and not know where he was or who was doing this to him, and seeing as he was tied down, I could start to sexually stimulate him against his will, but of course his body would respond anyway, even if he didn’t want it to. I’d slowly drive him wild with sucking his cock, riding him, touching him, that soon he’d be so addicted to my sexual ministerings, that he’d fall madly in love with me and the little kidnapping at the beginning of our romance would quickly fade away and be of little more than a comical remembrance.

I would please him so totally, he’d never have had a lover see to his needs as I did and he’d be happy to become my boyfriend and have such an attentive and loving girlfriend. He just needed to be shown the light and look at me as the sexual being that I am, not just some girl he saw once in a while that he thought had a crush on him.

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Marry Me

Posted on December 24, 2012 by Sharon

I heard of a new role play today I was not familiar with until today. I had seen on a friend of mines profile page on an adult social networking site that he was getting married to the woman of his dreams in less than a year and how happy they were and what a shame it was he was having to leave the site, but now that he’d found the love of his life, he didn’t need online fun anymore. Well like a fool I asked him about it and was told it was all fantasy, that some girl he had cyber sex with long term was into the whole let’s pretend we’re really getting married role play thing.

I have heard of many fantasies, and some clients have indeed asked me to marry them, but God help the poor delusional souls, they were serious, not playing out a fantasy. For him to actually post that on his page for others to see, I couldn’t believe he would go that far, yet indeed he did. I guess some take their cyber relationships and role plays very seriously indeed. I’m not quite sure what else is going to happen there, but I’d never seen anything presented in such a manner for others to be taken in by it. When ones have cyber or phone sex, it’s usually only the people doing it that are involved or know the details of it.

Fantasy can become incredibly real for many people. At least he and this girl are on the same page, some start to believe in a fantasy, but when the other person is not on board, that’s when “magical thinking” and delusions and possibly stalking come into play. Ones that suffer from erotomania can believe they have entire relationships going on with someone and the object of their affection can barely even know of their existence.

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Don’t Worry, Be Happy…

Posted on December 17, 2012 by Sharon

Many of us worry about our sexual fantasies. We think they are too odd or extreme and would never reveal them to other people lest they think less of us. I laughed when I read of a 19th century Dr. who had published papers not only warning people of the ills of masturbation, but that the “visions that come with it could well drive you insane.” The “visions” of course being the fantasies.

Most have fantasies that will never be acted out or realized, so there’s no real harm in entertaining them. Many that have suffered from the traumas of childhood sexual abuse can have more intense and extreme fantasies and often worry about the things they think of since it can often be a mixture of the abuse they suffered. People often want to take a painful situation and try to turn it pleasurable and often fantasizing about past tormentors can take some unsettling turns in our mind and cause confusing thoughts that we can’t make sense of. In many cases seeking professional help may make the most sense if it’s something that is bothering us to a degree we can no longer tolerate.

People are often horrified at the disturbing nature of their own thoughts and fear they may one day act upon them, which is usually not the case at all, yet a common fear for many. The mind is a dark and mysterious place that can prove troubling when thoughts are produced we don’t full understand. Talking to someone can help if you are having odd fantasies you are worried about.

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Pubic Hair Barber

Posted on December 10, 2012 by Sharon

I once spoke to a man that described his dream job as being a pubic hair barber. He didn’t like hair on women at all, and felt he’d be doing service to humanity if he was in fact offering himself up as the one to keep the masses groomed. I do indeed talk to some unique individuals in my line of work, to be sure!

Imagine the environment of a pubic hair hair salon, everyone would have to be concealed in cubicles, or at the very least have curtain partitions between the people, not row after row of chairs as a salon is now. Doesn’t really seem feasible though, as if you shave, it grows pretty fast, and I doubt you’d be wanting to go in to the salon every other day for upkeep. I couldn’t stand the thought of waxing, the pain of hair being ripped out, ouch! Not for me….A shave will have to do. Some with sensitive skin can’t use a blade razor that gives the closest shave, due to the bumps it produces. An electric razor is really the only way to go, it’s not as close no, but the irritation factor is very low, so it’s really the only option if waxing and blade razors is out.

He loved the thought of lady after lady coming in with legs splayed open and ready to lay back and let him get to work. I pictured the old fashioned barber with a handlebar mustache and a straight razor and a belt to sharpen it on, yet my, what a steady hand one would have to have to shave such a delicate area in that manner! And of course after shaving them and making them all pretty and hair free he’d go down on them as they were laid back in the barber chair. Well, I guess if cunnilingus was part of the shaving treatment, maybe going in every other day wouldn’t be so bad after all…

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Fill Me With That Baby Batter

Posted on December 3, 2012 by Sharon

More and more men seem to be coming forward with their fantasy of impregnation. I seem to be running into more and more clients with this fantasy and also personal phone partners and others on various adult social networks I visit. I don’t know why it is coming more into the forefront. I think it is some sort of backlash to the AIDS and condoms culture of the last 30 years. They are in a way openly declaring they want bare, they want unprotected, they want the sex that feels the best, which is bare and natural and unprotected.

If ones are in a committed relationship and the woman is either on the birth control pill or has an IUD in, bare sex is an option. Some guys that are openly into the impregnation thing can actually be fairly sensual in their description of it. I have done recordings for one client in particular who has written many of these fantasies for me to record, and they are actually quite lovingly worded and very romantic in ways, I always like doing recordings for him, since they are kind of lovey dovey, which I gravitate towards in the first place.

The idea of a woman being fertile and willing to take part of him inside of her and allowing it to flourish and grow and be carrying around part of him inside of her. The intimacy of it, there is the element of love in some of these men’s fantasies, since most don’t want to impregnate a woman they don’t love.