Let Me Pay For That

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Is there anything more welcome than a client that is into financial domination? Oh God, I wish they ALL were! Some have rescue type fantasies of paying all the bills of their damsels in distress. I have one guy, my favorite client pretty well, and he always wants me to tell him if an unexpected expense has arisen that he can take care of for me. Just this last month I had quite a hefty vet bill, and he’s been kind enough to give me a good deal to cover it.

I haven’t ever made up tales to get money, but have told him when he asks if ones have cropped up. I was quite touched when I mentioned I don’t drive and have to either walk, take the bus or taxis and how I got a bad blister on my ankle from walking too far one day. He told me I was tell him when I had an outing and he would tip me money I was to use for cab fare so I didn’t have to walk. I thought that was so kind, I was genuinely touched.

Not all into financial domination fantasies are the rescuing sort though, some just wish to be taken advantage of, they tell me it feels right when they give me money, that they just know it’s the right thing to do. I can’t stress how rare these gems are for me sadly, only a few have ever crossed my path, I hope in time more will, but until then I have to cherish the ones I’ve got and hope the generosity continues, as I can surely use the money!

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Forced Bi

 

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A fantasy many women have, especially ones that may have little control in their own everyday lives, is to control men, especially ones that we feel have ridden roughshod over us. I’d like to get them on leashes and walk them around like the dogs that they are and fuck them up the ass with strap ons and show them who’s boss.

They’d likely love it, the miserable pricks. I want them to pay for all the things they have done. Maybe some forced bi would be the answer, make them suck on some dicks and have them squealing like little girls as they were face fucked into submission once and for all. Gagging on big cocks and pleading for mercy as they were shot full of cum at every turn and in each and every hole, for once not in control.

So many deserve such treatment, it’s hard not to make them get down on their knees and use riding crops on them, whipping them as they so deserve to be. Men like that deserve to have the table finally turned on them and be made to sumbit to a cruel Mistress and the man of her choosing to make them be little cumsluts. Many do crave such treatment, especially ones that do have positions of power, it’s a nice change of pace for them and dungeons are full of lawyers and Doctors and cops. Always the pillar of the community types that show up in those sorts of places!

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I Will Make You Love Me….

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I used to have a fantasy in the mid ’90’s about a guy I used to have a crush on. I wanted him desperately, yet he didn’t seem to want me, so I’d concoct how I could “get him” anyway, whether he wanted it or not. I’d go over this even with a friend of mine and we’d laugh about how we’d get him for me. We’d talk about somehow convincing him to go for a drink or a coffee and lace his drink with drugs and then how we’d help his staggering self to the parking lot and how we’d push him into the trunk and then drive him to a hotel and then get him into the room.

My friend would help get him into the room and we’d tie him to the bed so he couldn’t escape and how I’d have him blindfolded and then she would leave, her work was done, the rest was in my hands now…When he came to, he would be disoriented and not know where he was or who was doing this to him, and seeing as he was tied down, I could start to sexually stimulate him against his will, but of course his body would respond anyway, even if he didn’t want it to. I’d slowly drive him wild with sucking his cock, riding him, touching him, that soon he’d be so addicted to my sexual ministerings, that he’d fall madly in love with me and the little kidnapping at the beginning of our romance would quickly fade away and be of little more than a comical remembrance.

I would please him so totally, he’d never have had a lover see to his needs as I did and he’d be happy to become my boyfriend and have such an attentive and loving girlfriend. He just needed to be shown the light and look at me as the sexual being that I am, not just some girl he saw once in a while that he thought had a crush on him.

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Marry Me

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I heard of a new role play today I was not familiar with until today. I had seen on a friend of mines profile page on an adult social networking site that he was getting married to the woman of his dreams in less than a year and how happy they were and what a shame it was he was having to leave the site, but now that he’d found the love of his life, he didn’t need online fun anymore. Well like a fool I asked him about it and was told it was all fantasy, that some girl he had cyber sex with long term was into the whole let’s pretend we’re really getting married role play thing.

I have heard of many fantasies, and some clients have indeed asked me to marry them, but God help the poor delusional souls, they were serious, not playing out a fantasy. For him to actually post that on his page for others to see, I couldn’t believe he would go that far, yet indeed he did. I guess some take their cyber relationships and role plays very seriously indeed. I’m not quite sure what else is going to happen there, but I’d never seen anything presented in such a manner for others to be taken in by it. When ones have cyber or phone sex, it’s usually only the people doing it that are involved or know the details of it.

Fantasy can become incredibly real for many people. At least he and this girl are on the same page, some start to believe in a fantasy, but when the other person is not on board, that’s when “magical thinking” and delusions and possibly stalking come into play. Ones that suffer from erotomania can believe they have entire relationships going on with someone and the object of their affection can barely even know of their existence.

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Don’t Worry, Be Happy…

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Many of us worry about our sexual fantasies. We think they are too odd or extreme and would never reveal them to other people lest they think less of us. I laughed when I read of a 19th century Dr. who had published papers not only warning people of the ills of masturbation, but that the “visions that come with it could well drive you insane.” The “visions” of course being the fantasies.

Most have fantasies that will never be acted out or realized, so there’s no real harm in entertaining them. Many that have suffered from the traumas of childhood sexual abuse can have more intense and extreme fantasies and often worry about the things they think of since it can often be a mixture of the abuse they suffered. People often want to take a painful situation and try to turn it pleasurable and often fantasizing about past tormentors can take some unsettling turns in our mind and cause confusing thoughts that we can’t make sense of. In many cases seeking professional help may make the most sense if it’s something that is bothering us to a degree we can no longer tolerate.

People are often horrified at the disturbing nature of their own thoughts and fear they may one day act upon them, which is usually not the case at all, yet a common fear for many. The mind is a dark and mysterious place that can prove troubling when thoughts are produced we don’t full understand. Talking to someone can help if you are having odd fantasies you are worried about.

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